Toaday ,I eventually discerned that I was a blockhead first midst and last ,as a matter of fact .
Formerly,in my mind ,all of things are up to you .however ,I know I was wrong fully !Because of my inadvertence , indulgence and fulsome credit ,more and more mistrusts erupt between us .Ostensibly ,it is without rhyme or reason .Howbeit ,Rome is not build in one day .
Playing hooky ,stay in the dormitory but doing nothing at all .Maybe you have saved me out of that ,but you bring the other conjuncture to my impassive life !At prime tense ,I like the feeling that there is someone could care of me .At the same time ,the feeling changed .in the other word ,I ’m afraid of that relation between us !
I ’m so exhausted !more and more nonconfidence ,unilateral desire and gloze break out !
Who makes a mess of things ?Let’s bag it !As a poem said ,"The gentleman helps others to achieve their moral!" Although,I am not a gentlman but a lass;I believe Ican manage to be like that!
Ok,when heaven is about to place a great responsibility on a great man ,it always first frustrates his spirit and will ,exhausts his muscles and bones ,exposes him to starvation and poverty ,harasses him by troubles and setbacks so as to stimulate his spirit ,toughen his nature and enhance his abilities .
How come ……
I might hear a pin drop !Only me ;I am lonely here and where !